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[oh_whatshisname]

i don't know if i ever told anybody this, but the days, the months, and the years i wasted at the ice were the best days of my life. there i met my extended family & my best friends; even though were not super close anymore. of which were becca, dylan, chris, & andrew. becca; yes we were so mean to you but you were young & in love. i was reminded about that time at the trenton ice arena when dylan tricked you by asking you out 3 times and within a matter of seconds dumped you again. you were in love with him. i can't tell you how much of an asshole i feel like doing that stuff to you now that i look back on it. i guess i just never wanted to take sides and hurt someones feelings. i know i hurt you terribly but i knew you would always come back & be my friend. chris; all i remember is your being the one to cause all the trouble and me & dylan expanded on them. your rude remarks were so amusing & even funny to look back on. all those stupid remarks you made about becca liking dylan, those were the days. andrew; you were never really there, but there were sometimes you would come and put you input on the situation too. i even remember when you stole my crutch from me & i couldn't walk. and lastly dylan. everytime i hear your name i ask 'WHY THE HELL DID YOU HAVE TO MOVE!' everyday i looked forward to hockey practice or games so we could hangout. you always made me laugh. i thought we bonded so well together & i thought of you as my best friend. the day i heard you were moving was the worst day of my life 'cos i knew we would hardly ever hangout anymore. i wouldn't be able to give you anymore piggyback rides, remember that?! so you moved and we rarely talked, i wanted to call you several times, but i never did 'cos i didnt think you would want to talk. i never forgot how much you made laugh & how much fun we had. after midland i realized how much i miss having your family on our team. yes, this is very cheesy but i dont care, all you prolly wont read it anyways. but i miss hanging out with all of you so much. everything has changed. nobody comes to hockey anymore and we hardly talk online. but i guess thats what happens when one of you close friends move away.

the old days are the days i live for

each and every day.

allen park huskies fan forever♥