Apr 16, 2008 16:38
I had to tell you. I'm not sorry, because I trust myself (or I am learning to). Thank you for being so kind.
I tried to hold you accountable, at your request, and you didn't respond well. I tried to help you catch yourself once, but it is hazy now if you were too far gone then.
I keep repeating affirmations. I keep reminding myself how blessed I am by those around me; my heart just hurts so badly for the things that I've lost recently. So I will mourn today, and only today. I will cleanse.
Toast to lovers past, present, and future.