I talk so much shit I got halitosis!

Feb 27, 2008 21:30

I just want brutal honesty. I want everything to sting a little, hurt a little. I have such a hard time remembering the bad things and I focus solely on what's good. I need to stop extending my childhood, I need this to feel real.

Tell me you don't care how I feel if you don't. Tell me what I mean to you, especially if it's nothing. Just be honest, please? Don't make me pry, come right out and say it. I don't need reassurance, I don't expect that any two people's feelings ever match up in a way that no one gets hurt. I could be hurting you right now and not be aware of it. I'll show you my cards if you show me yours, I am just too afraid to guess.

I can't wait to escape here for even just a few days. I can't wait to be held. Soon, soon, soon.

Warren G is totally inappropriate for how I'm feeling right now, and it feels perfect.
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