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So... I guess I haven't said too much, lately. Currently, I'm at my good friend Corbin's, and I wouldn't have it any other way. These past few weeks have probably been the most intense weeks of my entire life, and sure, they've had their fair share of gutter balls and strikes, but I think that since I've moved back from Saint Augustine, I've been faced with more learning experiences now than I ever have during a semester of school. What a long and poorly formed sentence. Yes, Adam and I broke up about a month ago and things have been pretty crazy. I moved back in with my family and realized that I have been so lucky to have the people I do. Even if we're not blood related, I love my mom and sister and I feel really good that I'm so comfortable to call them "mom" or "sis" and to not have that awful, negative connotation of "step-". I love my family so much and I am so grateful that I live with and know this crazy bunch of people. Even if, at times, it's hectic.
I started talking with a certain boy and a lot of crazy things happened, and some people were (and might still be, I do not know) against the whole idea. I never really apologized for hurting anyone and it honestly was not my intent. Steve, Corbin, Kevin, Heather, Kristina, Adam, and even Michael, I am sorry.
Last night was probably one of the best nights of my life, to have everyone together, biking, running, swimming, watching cartoons. Sometimes when I'm around my friends, all I can do is sit and think, "Jeeze. I know some really fucking amazing people."
There's a lot more that I want to say, but I can't right now.
I guess I'll spend the next few hours printing doubles of peoples' dumb pictures.
And I also guess you can expect more from me (via livejournal) in the near future. There's a lot I've been meaning to say.
I started talking with a certain boy and a lot of crazy things happened, and some people were (and might still be, I do not know) against the whole idea. I never really apologized for hurting anyone and it honestly was not my intent. Steve, Corbin, Kevin, Heather, Kristina, Adam, and even Michael, I am sorry.
Last night was probably one of the best nights of my life, to have everyone together, biking, running, swimming, watching cartoons. Sometimes when I'm around my friends, all I can do is sit and think, "Jeeze. I know some really fucking amazing people."
There's a lot more that I want to say, but I can't right now.
I guess I'll spend the next few hours printing doubles of peoples' dumb pictures.
And I also guess you can expect more from me (via livejournal) in the near future. There's a lot I've been meaning to say.