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I worked nine hours today and came home and saw a post card and a letter, both addressed to me. Thank you so much, Steve and Brandon! This completely made my week.
So much is happening, and all too quickly. Yesterday, too much happened and I really felt as though I was on the verge of having nervous breakdown. After a hot bath, I talked with Julie. Sometimes I wonder why I've been given so many amazing people. Right now I'm examining my options--looking at colleges, considering careers, thinking about living arrangements... but everything just doesn't feel whole. Something's missing. And I used to think that I could move a million miles away from home and forget about everything and everyone, but now I know that's impossible. I hold on to everything, and I know there must be a reason why.
I miss a lot. I miss being productive and I miss the beach. I miss movie nights and late nights in parks and swimming and those days spent at Sandpoint park. I miss bike rides and shows and hanging out with all of these amazing people I know. I miss taking pictures and I miss you.
A lot.
So much is happening, and all too quickly. Yesterday, too much happened and I really felt as though I was on the verge of having nervous breakdown. After a hot bath, I talked with Julie. Sometimes I wonder why I've been given so many amazing people. Right now I'm examining my options--looking at colleges, considering careers, thinking about living arrangements... but everything just doesn't feel whole. Something's missing. And I used to think that I could move a million miles away from home and forget about everything and everyone, but now I know that's impossible. I hold on to everything, and I know there must be a reason why.
I miss a lot. I miss being productive and I miss the beach. I miss movie nights and late nights in parks and swimming and those days spent at Sandpoint park. I miss bike rides and shows and hanging out with all of these amazing people I know. I miss taking pictures and I miss you.
A lot.