reflections of middle school
well i need to write some important things in this soo it will be long so bare with me
8th grade...
its over now and i know i've learned alot about myself in the past 2 years in middle school. I know that im not shy now and i can express myself alot better. Before i was afraid of people and what they thought about me. I was scared of being the weirdest person and tried to change myself. I remember thinking about how i wanted to be different and not be the one the everyone was always laughing at the things that i would say. They wouldn't laugh at me trying to be mean but like they thought i was funnny you know? Now its like i dont care about how others feel and their opions really dont matter to me. The only opions i care about now are the ones of my friends and the people i love. They are the ones that keep my feet on the ground and my head on straight and i am very thankful for that. I've learned that being popular isn't all that it seems. I got sick of all the girls who just cared about their looks and what the were going to wear the next day. I didn't like being friends with those people so i stopped. It was one of the best things that i've done. The reason is because i made some better friends and i love them because they aren't so scared of what people think and what to wear and stuff like that. I know some people know what i'm talking about but if you dont then you can ask if you really want to know. Another thing i learned was that i dont truly suck at math lol. In 7th grade i did really badly so i had to take the same class over. But it was only because i didn't concentrate in 7th grade. THis year i realized that it was just in my head that it was to hard and i could never get good grades. But it really wasn't that hard once i was focused on passing. ANother thing is At the beginning of this year i thought it was going to be so horrible since i was mostly friends with all 8th graders last year. I thought the 7th graders were all losers and looked funny. I was really wrong because im friends with alot of them now and the ones im friends with are really awesome. I think it was dumb of me to think that just because they were younger they were stupid. I was in 7th grade too and ya. I LOVE MY FRIENDS TO DEATH AND AM SO GLAD I HAVE THE BEST ONES EVER! I also realized that going out with someone is almost pointless in middle school.
THis year was amazing. I have so many good memories with all my friends. Im really going to miss it. MOst of all i'm going to miss Brooke Ann. She is my best friend and i love her SOOO much!! nobody has any idea how much i'm going to miss her :(! I hope that i stay in contact with her but i'm scared to death that we are going to forget about each other. IT really sucks that she is going to desert vista. I'm happy though that most of my friends are staying next year. I'm excited for high school and I am looking forward to the new friends and people i that meet. Good luck everyone in high school or 8th grade next year. I LOVE YOU ALL and am going to miss you alot if you aren't staying with me at horizon. Whatever you do just dont try to be something you're not and have fun you only live one life.
8th grade...
its over now and i know i've learned alot about myself in the past 2 years in middle school. I know that im not shy now and i can express myself alot better. Before i was afraid of people and what they thought about me. I was scared of being the weirdest person and tried to change myself. I remember thinking about how i wanted to be different and not be the one the everyone was always laughing at the things that i would say. They wouldn't laugh at me trying to be mean but like they thought i was funnny you know? Now its like i dont care about how others feel and their opions really dont matter to me. The only opions i care about now are the ones of my friends and the people i love. They are the ones that keep my feet on the ground and my head on straight and i am very thankful for that. I've learned that being popular isn't all that it seems. I got sick of all the girls who just cared about their looks and what the were going to wear the next day. I didn't like being friends with those people so i stopped. It was one of the best things that i've done. The reason is because i made some better friends and i love them because they aren't so scared of what people think and what to wear and stuff like that. I know some people know what i'm talking about but if you dont then you can ask if you really want to know. Another thing i learned was that i dont truly suck at math lol. In 7th grade i did really badly so i had to take the same class over. But it was only because i didn't concentrate in 7th grade. THis year i realized that it was just in my head that it was to hard and i could never get good grades. But it really wasn't that hard once i was focused on passing. ANother thing is At the beginning of this year i thought it was going to be so horrible since i was mostly friends with all 8th graders last year. I thought the 7th graders were all losers and looked funny. I was really wrong because im friends with alot of them now and the ones im friends with are really awesome. I think it was dumb of me to think that just because they were younger they were stupid. I was in 7th grade too and ya. I LOVE MY FRIENDS TO DEATH AND AM SO GLAD I HAVE THE BEST ONES EVER! I also realized that going out with someone is almost pointless in middle school.
THis year was amazing. I have so many good memories with all my friends. Im really going to miss it. MOst of all i'm going to miss Brooke Ann. She is my best friend and i love her SOOO much!! nobody has any idea how much i'm going to miss her :(! I hope that i stay in contact with her but i'm scared to death that we are going to forget about each other. IT really sucks that she is going to desert vista. I'm happy though that most of my friends are staying next year. I'm excited for high school and I am looking forward to the new friends and people i that meet. Good luck everyone in high school or 8th grade next year. I LOVE YOU ALL and am going to miss you alot if you aren't staying with me at horizon. Whatever you do just dont try to be something you're not and have fun you only live one life.