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i dont no y im going to put this in my lj but i dont care because i dont hav anyone to tell this to because no one understands. people say oh ur not in love people just like eachother no one can feel love at this age and no one noes what it feels like. we dont at all. but i can tell everyone that i love him. im not afraid to admit it but i am afraid to feel it. now i get the feel of what it is and it is a very scary thought/feeling. love hurts and i can say that because obviously i kno. but when i think about things all i want to do, all my life is, is a big scream. all i want to do is tell my best friend how my life feels and all i would do is scream at the top of my lungs. the song "its your love" i would seriously dedicate that song to tyler its how i feel and im happy that i do and i dont really care at all what people will say about that. valentines is soon and he will be my first valentine and monday it will be 5 months. but i try so hard to not ruin things but it seems like the only reason y im alive is to ruin things.
probably none of that up there made any since but one day i guess people will understand me .. no ones perfect, especially not me. but i love tyler and i guess thats all there is to it.