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howdy guys!!...well yeah so friday Jordan called me...made me feel like shit. he was saying some shit about how he doesn't care about me any more or some shit like that and then he was like "what are u doing" and i was joking around and was like "slitting my wrists" and then really mean he goes good maybe you'll do us all a favor" so i go "yeah and die??" he goes "yupp"...wtf?!...before he was talking about how he still cared aout me and everything and then he goes and says that to me.that made me feel so fucking bad. after i got off the phone with him i started to cry, then came online and put my away message up and went in the other room and cried some more. when he says shit like that he thinks i think he is joking or something but it really hurts me alot..Buts anyways i don't feel like thinking about it again and feeling like shit. But umm...yeah the past 2 days i have been stuck at my fucking dumbass dad's house untill 1 in the morning. we watched day of the dead and ginger snaps. broing movies...lol.either monday or tuesday ashley and i are going to get our nails done =) i have not seen her in a while..her mom is supposed to have the baby soon i can't wait lol. My sister is preg. again =) i feel bad for her b.c everyone is against it and i am like the only on in my fam besides her that is happy that she is having another baby...but w.e cause i told her i would help her with the babys cause she also has jordan who is 1 and 1/2 and then this baby that is going to come in March...March 25th i think...I am so happy...i love when my sisters have bebies...lol. I am SOOOO happy i am getting my Anberlin cd on eithermonday or tuesday =)..lol but yeah i have to go and get ready cause i might either go to the mall with my sister missy or i might go over to her house...idk yet though...welll bye bye