Aug 05, 2006 02:52
"I'm not sure why, but I was in an amazing mood at work today. Maybe it was because I didn't have to deal with too many rude people like yesterday, or maybe it was because today I got my paycheck? I'm still not completely sure, but not only was work not half bad, but I came home and had the house to myself, which really doesn't happen very often anymore. My dad left a note saying that he went to camp for the night with Diane. I was kind of surprised since they've been fighting, but I'm hoping that they worked everything out. I managed not to burn the house down yet, but the night is still young haha... well I don't know if you would call 3 AM young, but it seems like it after working until 11:00.
This reminds me of an argument my dad and I had awhile ago... I made the decision awhile ago that I wanted to move back in with my mom. There were a lot of reasons I moved out in the first place, but the main thing was because I was slowly going into depression, and my mom and I rarely got along. Things are completely different now, in fact I think my mom and I get along better now than we ever did. It's strange how things work out, but anyways...since I moved out my little sister has moved into my room and we're getting our basement remodeled for when I move back, but it's obviously going to take some time. My dad and I both expected that by the end of the summer I'd be moved out of his house and into my mom's, but it's going to take a lot more time than we all expected. If I'm going to have to stay with my dad longer, he doesn't want to have to drive me to Fox Chapel every day, and wants me to go to Burrel. Burrel?!? My senior year? My mom and stepdad are going to work something out because they don't want me to go to Burrell anymore that I want to go. I'm going to be going to FC when I'm moved in with my mom anyway. I may just have to stay at my mom's and wait until the room is finished... so I guess that means goodbye comfy bed at dad's and hello uncomfortable/ miserable couch at my moms. Everything will stay in boxes until my room is able to be lived in... maybe I can make this work.
On a brighter note, tomorrow is gonna be sweet. I'm off work and am going to my cousin Chris' to spend the night. His parents aren't going to be home all night so we're planning on having a little "guitar jam session" and a movie night. I'm pretty excited because I haven't seen him in awhile. Sometimes I wish I could go back to being a little kid. I miss seeing Chris so much, and other members of my family. I miss not having a care in the world. I miss the days where a bad day was made up of scrapes on sidewalks and being told it was my bedtime...but it seems like the older I get, the closer I've become to certain people. I've learned to realize that I've been blessed with amazing friends and an amazing family... I mean sure, we'd like to rip each other's hair out at times, but I guess you'll have that.
Goodnight Kiddies
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