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I have two friends whose mom's have passed away recently (<2 weeks) from breast cancer.  While I didn't have breast cancer (though I'm told men can have it), I did have another type of cancer.

I'm left wondering...why was I so lucky to survive?  I know my experience was quite a rocky road (yum...ice cream), but I still survived.  Sometimes life seems sort of like a cruel joke...