I made it to 2003

Oct 07, 2023 18:04

Reading everything again has been weird.

I was so at ease describing anything in my life. Some days I cannot remember at all and some I remember better than yesterday. I’m not exactly sure yet what I want to do with them, I keep waiting for it to come to me.

I’ll read the rest of senior year and the summer before college and then maybe that’s where this should start again, or go back to, or whatever happens in the space between trying to remember and trying to forget.

October of 2003 in Ohio.

How was anything 20 years ago?

It’s funny because there were so many times when I thought of this exact thing- being a real grown up and coming here to write. I’d try and imagine my real grown up adult life without it and I could not. I did not imagine smart phones, 2003 me would be terribly disappointed with these little computers we hold in our hands.

2023 me almost knows what to do with it. Almost, I am just not yet entirely there.
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