for real
I haven't been listening to music at all lately. I go through these phases sometimes where songs just make me sad or transport me places when I am trying so hard to stand still. I think I'll just put on pandora for a little while before I start my errands. I have been living a mom-like life for the last week. Making dinners, pretending the dogs are my children etc. I guess ultimately it is just weird to move across the country and into your boyfriend's house "oh heyyy supppp". It still doesn't feel like I live here, more like I am visiting and looking for a job. I have my own night stand, but I still don't have my own dresser. Everything is the color green but sometimes he will say some of the green is blue. I guess that is my biggest problem right now: the walls are definitely green.