hello old friend
so heres an update...
scott and i broke up...almost finally i could say.
he broke up with me of course. something about wanting to move on. not that it really matters what the reasoning because it was of course heartbreaking at the very least.
anyhow a few nights later we spent the evening together and he was affectionate and somewhat indicated feelings that leaned towards caring and expressed his love for me and his desire to get back together within a month or two, which gave me nothing but an unfortunate ray of hope for something that was bound to never return. anyway after a few days of searching and calling and getting no answer in return i busied myself with reading a new book, "the devil wears prada"
i'll finish this later because i dont know if this very slight shred of relief will last long
scott and i broke up...almost finally i could say.
he broke up with me of course. something about wanting to move on. not that it really matters what the reasoning because it was of course heartbreaking at the very least.
anyhow a few nights later we spent the evening together and he was affectionate and somewhat indicated feelings that leaned towards caring and expressed his love for me and his desire to get back together within a month or two, which gave me nothing but an unfortunate ray of hope for something that was bound to never return. anyway after a few days of searching and calling and getting no answer in return i busied myself with reading a new book, "the devil wears prada"
i'll finish this later because i dont know if this very slight shred of relief will last long