MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH
awesome. i love my fucking life and my family.
so i had to quit softball of course because i cant even fucking get there because my car keeps getting taken away every 5 fucking minutes.
i'm trying not to live here but they fucking say they want me to move out one minute then wont let me the next.
my brothers startin to do bad shit so we're both getting screamed at.
apparently i have to take the bus to school from now on and my car is getting sold.
and now my dads mad because i quit playing softball when he's the one who fucking told me i had to quit.
i'm sad about quitting softball becasue i fucking miss it and at least it would take my mind off shit.
i'm failing all of my classes
and thats a problem
my parents are on my ass about every fucking little thing.
my father is crazy and almost fucking killed me.
why doesnt he just?
i suppose that'd be a little fucking easier.
i wish i could fucking call the cops on him but i dont really fucking feel like being put in a fucking foster home in the middle of nowhere.
i never come home drunk or fucking high or drink or like smoke at all yet my brother can do it and its not that big of a deal to them.
my parents are always screaming at my brother and me and keep fucking taking away my car and its driving me fucking crazy because they dont understand that THEY'RE the problem.
they dont understand that MAYBE JUST MAYBE the reason why my brother got drunk and smoked was because he was so fucking depressed from getting suspended and from my parents disappointment and their screams for 4 days fucking straight.
they dont understand that i already had to give up softball and they act like its big fucking disappointment that i lied about it because i didnt want to hear anymore shit. and NOT BE IN THIS FUCKING HOUSE BECAUSE I NEED TO MOVE THE FUCK OUT.
I'M NOT TAKING THE FUCKING BUS I'M NOT FUCKING BREAKING UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND I'M NOT FUCKING GOING TO GET A'S IN ALL MY CLASSES AND I'M NOT FUCKING PERFECT SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
see this is what drives people to get drunk and high out of their minds being as ANGRY AND SAD as i am fucking right now.
i wish my father would die.
i hate him with all my soul.
why cant i have a real father that doesnt fucking hurt me physically and emotionally drive me crazy and try to control me?
what the fuck.
why cant i have a mother thats fucking loyal to me and doesnt fucking spill the fucking beans about everything and BRING UP SHIT FROM LIKE A YEAR AGO OR 3 MONTHS AGO AND DOESNT FUCKING CALL ME A CUNT FOR NO FUCKING GOOD REASON AT ALL.
so i had to quit softball of course because i cant even fucking get there because my car keeps getting taken away every 5 fucking minutes.
i'm trying not to live here but they fucking say they want me to move out one minute then wont let me the next.
my brothers startin to do bad shit so we're both getting screamed at.
apparently i have to take the bus to school from now on and my car is getting sold.
and now my dads mad because i quit playing softball when he's the one who fucking told me i had to quit.
i'm sad about quitting softball becasue i fucking miss it and at least it would take my mind off shit.
i'm failing all of my classes
and thats a problem
my parents are on my ass about every fucking little thing.
my father is crazy and almost fucking killed me.
why doesnt he just?
i suppose that'd be a little fucking easier.
i wish i could fucking call the cops on him but i dont really fucking feel like being put in a fucking foster home in the middle of nowhere.
i never come home drunk or fucking high or drink or like smoke at all yet my brother can do it and its not that big of a deal to them.
my parents are always screaming at my brother and me and keep fucking taking away my car and its driving me fucking crazy because they dont understand that THEY'RE the problem.
they dont understand that MAYBE JUST MAYBE the reason why my brother got drunk and smoked was because he was so fucking depressed from getting suspended and from my parents disappointment and their screams for 4 days fucking straight.
they dont understand that i already had to give up softball and they act like its big fucking disappointment that i lied about it because i didnt want to hear anymore shit. and NOT BE IN THIS FUCKING HOUSE BECAUSE I NEED TO MOVE THE FUCK OUT.
I'M NOT TAKING THE FUCKING BUS I'M NOT FUCKING BREAKING UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND I'M NOT FUCKING GOING TO GET A'S IN ALL MY CLASSES AND I'M NOT FUCKING PERFECT SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
see this is what drives people to get drunk and high out of their minds being as ANGRY AND SAD as i am fucking right now.
i wish my father would die.
i hate him with all my soul.
why cant i have a real father that doesnt fucking hurt me physically and emotionally drive me crazy and try to control me?
what the fuck.
why cant i have a mother thats fucking loyal to me and doesnt fucking spill the fucking beans about everything and BRING UP SHIT FROM LIKE A YEAR AGO OR 3 MONTHS AGO AND DOESNT FUCKING CALL ME A CUNT FOR NO FUCKING GOOD REASON AT ALL.