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[oh_reba]

i have three weeks left of my freshman year in college.
i now drive a 1994 buick century. it's beautiful.
i'm working at horton center this summer.
i feel lost. kind of.
i feel like i'm going through motions.
get up.
shower.
go to class(es).
homework.
smoke.
drink.
smoke more.
i have a gigantic crush on my best friend at school.
he has no idea.
i'm awkward.
shalom.