Sep 26, 2005 13:30
It is a lovely dreary fall day here, i love these days. but i want to nap instead of being productive. that is always my preference though! i might bake red velvet cake and whip up some cream cheese frosting...that sounds like it will do my thighs good!
I recall the most common thing out of my mouth probably my junior year of high school was "I need cheese to live". I no longer live in the Dairyland and it bites! Cheese is expensive in Ohio!
I think i have started a diet of vegetables and fruits and rice. i am sick of eating. i get sick every time i eat. Well i will also be able to look un-ogre like for Heidi and Jasons wedding if i shed a few pounds. I have been very down on myself about my weight and looks lately. i miss the old me that used to be 110lbs. and i spose i was that small coz i would rarely eat, if i did it was the "guts" from an E&G's sub...i smoked too much and i would dance approx. two nights a week for about 4 hours each....nonstop! that lifestyle is gone and so is my metabolism! yay for getting older.
Well, i am going to order my birth certificates and marriage certificates this week i think. That is one step out of the way for our homestudy and dossier! I just want to feel like i am making progress with this venture. Wonder what i will be like when the ball really starts rolling and i am just sitting here waiting for the word that we might have found our child!?!
I will be home 25days! i can't wait and i can't wait for the big event! HOORAY JASON AND HEIDI!!!! any honeymoon plans? going to clean my house now and do some working out i think. Shannon you have inspired me to see if i can do a sit up.