Jun 14, 2005 19:25
i've been home for almost a week..
- today i saw kyle for the last time until september and although hanging out with her ruled.. the idea of not seeing her for months is a total bummer.
- laura now lives 10 minutes away from me and i just wanna watch the oc and drink milkshakes with her every day.
- in a few weeks i'll be able to hangout with and take care of an 8 week old puppy every day and get paid for it. what? yeah.
- the weather has been so ridiculous.. more hot and humid than i ever remember new hampshire being. it's so gross.
- why are there so many mosquitos? i wake up every night with at least 10 more bites than i had the night before.
- blair lives so close but is still so far away. thinking about it makes me anxious and makes me feel like a bad friend and makes me want to jump in my car and drive there right now.
- but gas is so fucking expensive. sooo expensive.
- ive been listening to the get up kids, the impossibles and gorilla biscuits almost exclusively.
- katharine came home today!! gabe comes home in a few weeks!! my best friends are pretty awesome and i cant wait to hangout.
- i'm selling my bass and i'm selling a bunch of old books.. this is because i need a good amount of money to get this tattoo on my chest and i would like for this to happen sooner rather than later. if you want to buy a bass please buy mine. if you want to buy some history books please buy mine.
- i think i am done with crushes for good.
tonight i am bummin' pretty hard but im trying not to dwell on things and im trying not to let shit get me down. i need to swim in the rain (because the water always feels warmer when it's raining) and i need to go to sleep early tonight.