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It's really disappointing when you get your hopes up to see someone you used to care about so much, and come to find out they've completely changed.
I miss the boy who liked old music, and who went bowling every friday with me but he always brought Joel because he was afraid I wouldn't come if I thought it was too much like a date, and whenever we went to get ice cream he always talked to my dad more than he did to me. What the fuck Thomas?
I hate how old friends change.
It's really comforting, however, when I know that no matter what Travis is always by my side, holding my hand or his head on my shoulder. I really just love him being around. He always knows what to say and do even when I don't realize it. And I love how today was his 18th birthday, and he could be out doing whatever he wanted, but all he truely wanted to do was to spend it with me. So that's what we did =) It was practically torture to say goodbye to him tonight. I don't think I've ever just wanted to stay with him through the night more. So I kissed like at least 30 times and tore myself out of his car. I love my baby<3
I miss the boy who liked old music, and who went bowling every friday with me but he always brought Joel because he was afraid I wouldn't come if I thought it was too much like a date, and whenever we went to get ice cream he always talked to my dad more than he did to me. What the fuck Thomas?
I hate how old friends change.
It's really comforting, however, when I know that no matter what Travis is always by my side, holding my hand or his head on my shoulder. I really just love him being around. He always knows what to say and do even when I don't realize it. And I love how today was his 18th birthday, and he could be out doing whatever he wanted, but all he truely wanted to do was to spend it with me. So that's what we did =) It was practically torture to say goodbye to him tonight. I don't think I've ever just wanted to stay with him through the night more. So I kissed like at least 30 times and tore myself out of his car. I love my baby<3