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Tis the season for heartbreaking LJ posts?
haha, fuck yeah, I'm so in.
Things have changed. I have changed. They have changed. PEOPLE CHANGE. That is okay, and I think that it's okay for me to realize that. I've been holding onto this hope that no matter what we'd always be friends, but it just doesn't seem to hold true anymore. We had an amazing time; we made memories that none of us will ever forget. It's just been hard because, for so long, that was all I knew. Just to think, years ago, we hardly spent a day apart. These days we're lucky if we see each other once a month. I wont lie, I miss what we had, I'll always miss what we had. But I'll never forget the way you made me feel. You may not know it, but you've all made me who I am today. Thank you for supporting me as long as you have, and each of you will always have a special place in my heart.
(I'm not writing anyone off. This is not an "end of a friendship" statement. This is just me realizing that things are different now. That my endless effort to piece things back together isn't plausible. I'm always willing to spend time with you all, but I'm not longer going to try repeatedly for something that never works. Both of our phones ring, and someday, if you're just thinking about me, give me a call, I'll like that.)
2000-2003.
haha, fuck yeah, I'm so in.
Things have changed. I have changed. They have changed. PEOPLE CHANGE. That is okay, and I think that it's okay for me to realize that. I've been holding onto this hope that no matter what we'd always be friends, but it just doesn't seem to hold true anymore. We had an amazing time; we made memories that none of us will ever forget. It's just been hard because, for so long, that was all I knew. Just to think, years ago, we hardly spent a day apart. These days we're lucky if we see each other once a month. I wont lie, I miss what we had, I'll always miss what we had. But I'll never forget the way you made me feel. You may not know it, but you've all made me who I am today. Thank you for supporting me as long as you have, and each of you will always have a special place in my heart.
(I'm not writing anyone off. This is not an "end of a friendship" statement. This is just me realizing that things are different now. That my endless effort to piece things back together isn't plausible. I'm always willing to spend time with you all, but I'm not longer going to try repeatedly for something that never works. Both of our phones ring, and someday, if you're just thinking about me, give me a call, I'll like that.)
2000-2003.