helo birthday tango!

[oh_no_disaster_]

"It is not intertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed. It is shyness before any sort of new unforseeable experience for which one does not think ones self able to cope. But only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical, will live the relation to another as something live." - Rainer Maria Rilke

this was me last year:

http://users.livejournal.com/oh_no_disaster_/2005/05/11/

and the year before

http://www.livejournal.com/users/oh_no_disaster_/26894.html

and the year before that :

http://www.livejournal.com/users/_hugsfromboys/22635.html

22. i guess a lot has changed. but all changes im comfortable with. it doesnt even really feel like change.

im a goddamn old man.

im getting closer and closer to 28. which is closer to THEN END OF THE WORLD.

this feels more like a new years post than a birthday post. i guess my birthday is more a new year than the new year could ever hope to be.

im excited about tall bikes. and bikes in general. TALLANDEM.

im not excited about people who read over my shoulder. but i should be. at least someone is reading.

goodnight.