Jul 22, 2005 08:48
this post may be a bit unrequited and unnecessary, but not untimely. YOU'S.
i am moving out today.
im fighting with myself, practicing for all the fights in store. id like think that i know just what to say to win. but really i should learn what to say so that i dont go to bed alone.
im nervous. mostly because of money. and but other things as well. i have rehearsed lines for those arguments as well.
so if we never fight, i guess i could have used that time to pack.
im throwing all my shit in plastic bags. and i guess my life is changing?
but somehow i doubt ill be affected.
when i pictured this in my head, i was a little less somber. i think the last time i felt this way, someone had died.
after i type this post, i am going swimming.
i cant wait.
later on.