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today someone asked me if i had a boyfriend. i probably looked that person in the eye for a good sixty seconds [although it felt like forever] without saying a thing -- just thinking about the past month and every feeling i've felt and every word thats been said ... and then i said "no."
maybe its all the ice cream. maybe its the ungodly amount of sex and the city i've been watching, but i can't help but feel that everything will be okay. i mean. carrie and big werent even broken up for five months before he got fucking married to that other woman, and then carrie goes and moves on with her life and just like that he's standing at her door months later filling her head with "i dont know anything amymores" and "i miss yous" and turning her world all upside down. but its okay. because everyone knows he's going to leave his wife and go back to her, because despite his complete lack of good judgment when it came to settling down, and despite the significant number of people she fucked to try and get over him, they're in love. they always were and always will be and.... i guess what i'm really trying to say is... i'll be your carrie, if you'll be my mr. big.....
maybe its all the ice cream. maybe its the ungodly amount of sex and the city i've been watching, but i can't help but feel that everything will be okay. i mean. carrie and big werent even broken up for five months before he got fucking married to that other woman, and then carrie goes and moves on with her life and just like that he's standing at her door months later filling her head with "i dont know anything amymores" and "i miss yous" and turning her world all upside down. but its okay. because everyone knows he's going to leave his wife and go back to her, because despite his complete lack of good judgment when it came to settling down, and despite the significant number of people she fucked to try and get over him, they're in love. they always were and always will be and.... i guess what i'm really trying to say is... i'll be your carrie, if you'll be my mr. big.....