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[oh_my_grace]

this summer has gone exceptionally well for me. i have met some awesome people around here and got to know some other ones better. i wanted to go to nj but then i didnt. going up there makes me happy but it also opens my eyes, in the sense that i should be thankful that there is so much to do here. where they live there is nothing to do, friday nights there are spent at small town parties with the same people attending time and time again or hanging out on the boardwalk. which means kinda like hanging out at the mall [except on the beach], and that scene kind of died along time ago there. i appreciate florida bc its awesome. beaches, fun places, alot of shows and hot bitches. oh silly me. i feel like i have grown up this summer surprisingly. not alot but maybe a little. i just view things soo differently now. im taking baby steps toward being a better person. oh and i hate school. senoir year starts monday and i may already be screwed out of graduating due to getting really sick during summer school because i was on my death bed. that's real cool. i hope everything works out. i do not look forward to seeing almost everyone. i dont feel comfortable at school and i dont like seeing people i used to know. i want to go to class do whatever it is i have to do to get by, and get out. i am focusing on writing. i have been doing alot of it all summer. i have met a person i adore. the beautiful ones hurt you everytime, as told to me by my sister 5 years ago, but it still holds true. yea ok enough of these in depth entries for me.

buying my own school clothes sucks. if you have an extra t-shirt you dont want anymore that you want to give me; let me know. i will really appreciate this.