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i honestly thought that i would come here and accomplish something. i thought by getting away from columbia i would have more time to make something of my life. im failing food production. im moving to the ghetto on saturday. i've made the best friend in the whole world, bethany. but im not doing anything with my life. my lifestyle is so repetitive. i spend most of my time at the coffee shop trying to make some money and pay for myself to live since my parents cant afford to help me. my grades are constantly dropping. i hate going to school, yet i really want to learn. to avoid getting too bored, i go out and get wasted at night and skip class. the semester is almost at an end and i dont see any point of even trying to pull up my grade. there is so much work to be done in order to catch up in my classes, and i COULD do it if i didnt work so damn much. next semester, im taking out student loans, and im gonna take it nice and slow. two classes a semester until im done. then im most likely going ot move to atlanta...that is, unless, i find something here worth staying for. it would have to be life changing....i highly doubt that as well.