shoot me in the face.
i've never been in so much pain. i'm doubting if going down to the beach was even worth it. the backs of my legs are extremely sunburnt. no matter what other part of my body is sunburnt, the pain is drowned out by my throbbing legs. i can't extend my legs. i can't stop crying, that's how bad it hurts. i keep smearing them with cooling sprays and aloes, but it hurts just as bad. work called and said i need a doctor's excuse and they'll talk to me about this. i know that means they're going to fire me. i couldn't go to work today and i most likely won't be able to go to work tomorrow either. i can't walk, i'm afraid i'll never be able to walk right again. i walk like a cripple, even my cat is afraid of me. i'm going to go lay on my stomach in the air conditioning and cry in excrutiating pain.