May 16, 2003 13:48
you know the feeling that you get when you have a free day, it's raining outside and you dunno what to do? it's not that you're bored or lethargic .. it's just that .. aarrgghh .. i dunno.
I wanna go outside. but it's wet. so that's why I'm sitting home alone infront of my PC and have to talk to Erx. I thought I'll never see him again but he was at the motorcycles' contest as well .. goddamnit.
you know what's the weirdest thing? I've known him for about 2 years now and I have NEVER seen him sober. all the time he has been drunk. he's like living a self-destructive life, which is absolutely pointless. waisting one's life ..
today was Vennaskond's "Millennium" on TV again. at 12. heh Taavi sent me an sms cos of that. I know I would have missed it otherwise cos I'm pretty much in the mood of Jää-äär and jääboiler right now. as I'm home alone I turned the volume up when listening to them.
and I'm a bit sad that I couldn't go to the concert on Wednesday. blaah. Tõnn said it was awesome. I bet it was. and i missed it :( oh well .. so it goes.
see lugu kuhugi ei vii, sest keel jääb saamatuks ja miks ma praegu seisan siin jääb arusaamatuks ..