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i'm sick of you not allowing me to talk to your fuckin beloved. i'll be friends with whoever the fuck i want. you're not going to prevent me from doing that. it's not a competion to see who she likes more. i'm so so sorry you're so damn obsessed with her.. and just because you're.."oh so emo" doesn't mean you can fuckin drag people down into bad moods with you. you just don't get it. just because you think you can get away with anything, doesn't mean everyone loves you. maybe if you were fuckin nice to people..people wouldn't think you were such a bitch. if you want people to love you, maybe you should love them. people aren't automatically going to love you. i'm sorry, that's not the way it works.. the rules of karma, kiddo. what goes around comes around. eat that, bitch. don't get pissed off when you're girlfriend doesn't ask you to do something..you don't need to go out of your way to fix it.. get over it. don't hit on him, you slut. i don't need people coming up to me..to show me what you look like when you're hitting on him. cause ya know what..he probably doesn't want you anyway! i'm fucking tired..of not being able to show my anger at any specific person..but i'll get over it..because i don't think it'd be very nice to point that out. hey, you should thank me for not embarrassing you..or just making you feel bad.
hey, getting put on the spot..happens to the best of us. i've had my many shares, all through growing up. so yeah..i guess what came to me, is getting spread around..right now. =D did my share. i'm calming down, i swear. but i'm also sick of telling you that i'm not mad, cause i was. but i'm okay now, thank you for worrying..or even just wondering
of course i'll deal with you, because i love you. and you know that..so do they. i'm telling you what's truely pissing me off..and i don't know why i don't just walk off and act like we were never friends..oh wait..yeah i do! because i enjoy your company..i love you..that's why. that's why i'm sharing this, because i believe if this friendship is meant to last..we can both get over it.
yeah, i admit it.. i really do love you. i hope you can forgive me for the truth..really, i'm sorry.<3
the devil's just like cocaine.
with that said, i think i'll be okay for a long while..i've had my share of rags. i don't think there's much more to say.
okkkayy, new subject. this weekend should be fun. i've had a bad day. yesterday was worse.
i wish my msn worked again..i wish my computer wasn't so fucked up. i'll get over it.
projects due in the near future. enough of your bullshit =] bye kids.
nicholas<3iloveyou.