i want to watch the santa claus, or the grinch. so fuck you.
yeah yeah.
things that piss me off
1. not being able to go out when i want..
2. not having what i want
3. obsessions..although i seem to have one.
4. fat people and me thinking i'm always one of them.
5. hypocrits
6. those emo/hardcore kids.
7. people that are pretty, so they think they're way too cool because of it.
8. i need clothes really bad.
9. i need money
10. you're rich and i'm not, but i love you so much.
11. all of you are perfect, don't underestimate yourselves.
12. having to be mad that i'm not older like everyone else. or just complaining about not being old enough.
13. fantacizing.
14. you caring that i spelled that wrong.
15. livejournals
16. fuck you miss sanders..kiss my ass, i hope you get raped and killed. fucktard.
17. some school
18. what you really think about me.
19. the truth
20. jealousy
21. me having to be good enough for you.
22. impressing your family>even if you say i don't need to.
23. not being good enough in general
24. me complaining.
25. having to include you bitches when all you do is bitch.
26. having to hang out with people i don't want so we don't look like bitches.
27. and mr. cooper
28. and stupid people
it's kind of weird because i'm not really mad at all. i'm actually very calm. okay, so for the next list.
things that i love.<3
1. you
2. the normals and you 3.
3. christmas
4. movies
5. being able to laugh at the things we make fun of you for.
6. you telling me you love me.
7. having my mother's trust
8. recieving money
9. more opportunities to gain money
10. school is indeed getting better
11. winter carnival is fucking coming up.
12. seeing mr cooper and mr demovsky looking like idiots.
13. you being wrong.
14. the season
15. being able to see my breath
16. being rosey because of the cold.
17. smiling because of you and all that stuff.
18. listening to you giggle.
19. seeing all of you happy.
20. the way you're so warm and soft.
21. being obsessed with you.
21. laughing at your misery.
22. being better than you...HAH
23. i fuckin forgot nutella. what the hell? NUTELLA.<3<3
yeahyeah..okay i'm done. something with those kids tonight. it kind of pissed me off that i was about to go out but my mom wasn't gona be home till like 6 and my sister was leaving for the mall. oh well, i'm okay. goodbye, dahlings.<3 iloveyous.