this going to be a sad alana emoesque post
i really wish i had someone
i have great friends and i love them to death but i really just wish that i had someone to looooove
i dont know whats wrong with me that i dont.
why is it that i can't seem to find a decent guy for myself. so far, the male species is developing a really bad reputation with me as only wanting one thing...and im sorry if im too scared to just do it for the sake of doing it. thats why certain guys aren't in my life anymore but i really don't mind THAT.
i just wish that i could have someone
i absolutely hate feeling like this...all sad and lonely. maybe im just in a funk. i hope so. but no, i think the holidays are rough when you don't have someone to share it with.
maybe my problem is that i push people away because im afraid to lose them...like my dad. i don't want to care about someone so much and then have them taken away from me. wow i need a life. im not saying that i want a boyfriend right away, but i just want someone to care about me in a special way, a way that isnt like a friend or family way.
aaaw poo now ive gone and gotten myself all sad
EDIT: I also just thought of something, I have lots of love to give. I really do. I just need to find the right someone to give it to. anyone interested?
i have great friends and i love them to death but i really just wish that i had someone to looooove
i dont know whats wrong with me that i dont.
why is it that i can't seem to find a decent guy for myself. so far, the male species is developing a really bad reputation with me as only wanting one thing...and im sorry if im too scared to just do it for the sake of doing it. thats why certain guys aren't in my life anymore but i really don't mind THAT.
i just wish that i could have someone
i absolutely hate feeling like this...all sad and lonely. maybe im just in a funk. i hope so. but no, i think the holidays are rough when you don't have someone to share it with.
maybe my problem is that i push people away because im afraid to lose them...like my dad. i don't want to care about someone so much and then have them taken away from me. wow i need a life. im not saying that i want a boyfriend right away, but i just want someone to care about me in a special way, a way that isnt like a friend or family way.
aaaw poo now ive gone and gotten myself all sad
EDIT: I also just thought of something, I have lots of love to give. I really do. I just need to find the right someone to give it to. anyone interested?