why cruel world! why?!

[oh_kate]

I'm the worst girlfriend in the world. I can't even get him orange juice or bring him chicken noodle soup when he's feeling sick. or kiss away his tears when he's sad. or show up randomly at his work for lunch. or tuck him into bed and stroke the back of his neck until he falls asleep. I can't wish him a good day before he leaves for work in my usual manner. I can't welcome him home from a stressful day at the office and instantly calm him down when I hug him.
all I can do is be frustrated to tears here in my apt in richmond wishing I could do everything I possibly can for him.

man I suck.