For my Love...
"I'm thankful every day that you are mine." and it's true.
you know how in so many relationships there is one trying to change the other, to suit them, to make them happier, whatever their reasoning is... with you and I though, I'm happy with you the way I get you. I don't have any want or motivation to change you.
you, as you are, I love, not because you love me, but because of who you are, what and how you think, how you feel, what you say, what you do. because of you.
we both always say "I didn't expect this." it's that which you don't expect that surprises you most. every day, you surprise me be it with something about you, something you do, something you say, how much more I love you a little bit more than yesterday.
maybe it sounds cliche but I ache to be with you again. I gave you my heart. being this far from you leaves me feeling sick and empty [the sick part may be the cold we gave each other]. you're the part of me that I've always been missing. being with you I feel whole. every time I'm with you I give a little more of myself to you. every time I leave it hurts more and leaves me feeling that much emptier. it's a sick cycle I'll get used to by the time I won't ever have to leave you again. [wow that sounds really stalkerish]
yes, I've said I love you before. when I say it to you though, it's not the same. love isn't a word echoing from my lips. love is my emotion, my feeling, my thought, my knowing, my being going home to you. where I belong.
I'm sorry I cheated and opened the box before I was supposed to. ...your scent lingering on your shirt [which I hope stays there for a very long time] makes me want to [yes, I'm emo.] cry, this longing to be with you always leaving me a mess.
I take comfort in the fact that I will see you soon. I will always get to see you soon. that you are mine. that I am yours. that you miss me as psychotically much as I miss you.
heh, I can remember just about every time lily and drew told me that you and I should "just date". it would "be perfect" for this reason or that reason. and although we are not perfect and our relationship is not perfect, it is perfect.
thank you for cutting and pasting so that I could say "ok."
"I mean. yes."
*smiles*
you know my answer. all you have to do is ask.
forever [yes, a forbidden word] yours,
Kate
you know how in so many relationships there is one trying to change the other, to suit them, to make them happier, whatever their reasoning is... with you and I though, I'm happy with you the way I get you. I don't have any want or motivation to change you.
you, as you are, I love, not because you love me, but because of who you are, what and how you think, how you feel, what you say, what you do. because of you.
we both always say "I didn't expect this." it's that which you don't expect that surprises you most. every day, you surprise me be it with something about you, something you do, something you say, how much more I love you a little bit more than yesterday.
maybe it sounds cliche but I ache to be with you again. I gave you my heart. being this far from you leaves me feeling sick and empty [the sick part may be the cold we gave each other]. you're the part of me that I've always been missing. being with you I feel whole. every time I'm with you I give a little more of myself to you. every time I leave it hurts more and leaves me feeling that much emptier. it's a sick cycle I'll get used to by the time I won't ever have to leave you again. [wow that sounds really stalkerish]
yes, I've said I love you before. when I say it to you though, it's not the same. love isn't a word echoing from my lips. love is my emotion, my feeling, my thought, my knowing, my being going home to you. where I belong.
I'm sorry I cheated and opened the box before I was supposed to. ...your scent lingering on your shirt [which I hope stays there for a very long time] makes me want to [yes, I'm emo.] cry, this longing to be with you always leaving me a mess.
I take comfort in the fact that I will see you soon. I will always get to see you soon. that you are mine. that I am yours. that you miss me as psychotically much as I miss you.
heh, I can remember just about every time lily and drew told me that you and I should "just date". it would "be perfect" for this reason or that reason. and although we are not perfect and our relationship is not perfect, it is perfect.
thank you for cutting and pasting so that I could say "ok."
"I mean. yes."
*smiles*
you know my answer. all you have to do is ask.
forever [yes, a forbidden word] yours,
Kate