*SigH*
So today i went to the gym... and i am just horrible... i need motivation dammit!!! boooo!!
yeah so like im at the gym... i did some cardio, some arms... but man... i was tooo lazy to do anything else.. normally i throw in some abs but nope that shit def was not going to happen... i'm sooo sad... aww why can't stay focused? booo... i need to stop eating out... i've cut down on the liquor... i kinda eat healthy... tomorrow i'm totally gonna go to the gym.. at like 7 in the morning! i can totally do! *crosses fingers* but man... i need a work out buddy.. aww.. lara and i used to go together.. but now she works two jobs... and then she'll be moving back to santa cruz too.. aww..
oh well... besides my chubby times... i ran into trainer... man i was totally over it.. but dude.. he looked soo good today... he's sooooooo hot... but dude i totally deserve better... he was a complete ass... *sigh*
anyways tonight i will be hanging out with my poly buddies today! i'm totally excited! stupid boys want to go to Hooters... honestly, the food there sucks... haha i told them "boys can we please go somewhere else? " and they said, "Karen we'll just meet up there"<~~~ meaning we're going to hang out there tonight! booo
hahah anyways yeah i'm chubby and i want a brand new body.
anyone want my fat? we can trade.. you give me muscles and you can have my fat? no? didn't think so.
have a nice day though.
the end.
goodbye.