i wont lose no sleep on that, cause i've got a plan
sometimes i feel like things are really really awful and really really amazing all at the time. most of the time, i feel like that doesn't make any sense either.
i'm in a Missing phase. i miss the most random things, like how it is 5:16am and if i was at home, i would probably be at the pier. or at the lookout. i miss my pool, and i miss my house a whole fucking lot. i miss my street, and i miss my town.
i'm not sad, and i'm not in a bad mood. in fact, i would really like to dance right now, but mallory is asleep and i'm supposed to be washing clothes. i fell asleep on the quad today, curled up against the roots of this big ol' tree. it was the first time i'd been warm all day, and it was amazing. i think i am going to sleep there way more often when the weather gets better.
wade and brannigan said that we are all going to go kayaking as soon as it gets a little warmer, and i am so excited. we are going to camp out friday night, and then spend saturday kayaking around the black warrior river. i seriously cannot wait. i miss being outside, and i miss laying around at the pier, and i miss taking my shoes off and rolling my jeans up and sticking my toes in the sand. tuscaloosa doesnt have any sand.
anyhow. the point of this is that i am really happy and really content even though i feel like things are really awful (amazing) right now. and i know it doesn't make sense. but thats the best way i know how to put it.
and now i have to wash clothes, because mallory is paying for it :)
i'm in a Missing phase. i miss the most random things, like how it is 5:16am and if i was at home, i would probably be at the pier. or at the lookout. i miss my pool, and i miss my house a whole fucking lot. i miss my street, and i miss my town.
i'm not sad, and i'm not in a bad mood. in fact, i would really like to dance right now, but mallory is asleep and i'm supposed to be washing clothes. i fell asleep on the quad today, curled up against the roots of this big ol' tree. it was the first time i'd been warm all day, and it was amazing. i think i am going to sleep there way more often when the weather gets better.
wade and brannigan said that we are all going to go kayaking as soon as it gets a little warmer, and i am so excited. we are going to camp out friday night, and then spend saturday kayaking around the black warrior river. i seriously cannot wait. i miss being outside, and i miss laying around at the pier, and i miss taking my shoes off and rolling my jeans up and sticking my toes in the sand. tuscaloosa doesnt have any sand.
anyhow. the point of this is that i am really happy and really content even though i feel like things are really awful (amazing) right now. and i know it doesn't make sense. but thats the best way i know how to put it.
and now i have to wash clothes, because mallory is paying for it :)