i promise i will never try again.
do you ever feel like you never want to be touched again, but at the same time you just want to be loved? it's funny how the word forever doesn't define the same kind of forever he used when he said, "i'll love you always and forever." how forever really only means a year or two. maybe even less. how forever keeps me up nights crying, wishing, praying for things to get better. just enough to pick myself up again. how forever means you've got someone hiding there on the side waiting for you. how forever means that you mean what you say the moment you say it but i guess it's just like you to contradict yourself in the end.