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I can not stress this enough. I cannot wait to start a new life.
I want to get out of Fitchburg. College is so close yet so far away but I want it right now.
I miss Kara. I want to flee; flee to a new city where no one looks familiar, no one is familiar.
today I was running befor I went to work around the cemetary across from memorial middle school,
and a strange bug flew towards my mouth. Luckly, I was able to close my mouth in time,
but the bug got caught between my lips for a good second. It didnt touch anything on the inside of my mouth (thank god), and at the time (despite being extremely grossed out), I felt fine.
About and hour later, appearing at work, my lips started to feel really numb and just thinking about the whole situation made it ten times worse. I decided not to tell anyone because I figured someone would make me all anxious and scared and I would end up going to the emergency room because of my wild imagination. Sort of like the time I thought I was epileptic and was swallowing my tounge. But seriously, what was up with that?
On a lighter note;
my lips are fine now.
and tomorow Kris and I are going to taco bell because today I had my very first taco;
and it was delicious.