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[oh_electrical]

I hate my LJ user name
and I am too lazy to make another.

Last night I couldn't get to sleep.
I wrote. A short story.
I fell asleep & slept like a baby.

This morning, I awoke at 6:00. Lately I've been finding that I wake up early when I don't have to, and like during school, I had to wake up early... an i never wanted to. What's up??

I couldn't get back to sleep.

I was thinking.
My mind was racing, with thoughts OOOZING out my ears. eww.

I was thinking, I miss Alli.
She was my best friend.
She was the last 3 years of my life.
It's hard to forget.

It was never just Alli.
It was never just Olivia.
It was Alli and Olivia.

I wrote stories for her.
She was always the first to know anything from me.
We told eachother everything.

Now, she's like a stranger.
She's changed.
and we're not really friends. Atleast, not HARDLY as close.
She doesn't have the time.
Brad.
now it's just Brad.

Don't get me wrong, I know they've been together for 2 years and counting.

I'm jealous.

I loved her.
Friend love.

No offence.
They're deffinitely too young for the commitment they're involved in.
And it's too far in to break it off.
Someone's gonna get hurt.

but never as bad as I have been.

justbye.