so what do we do now
I put on my hoodie and jeans at 4 am to go to the dawn mass today. I definitely had to go to it because I needed some "positive energy". Ya I was cranky, who wouldn't be at 4 am! But I listened through the whole thing and I'm quite sure that I got something out of it. No not just something, alot. And I think I managed to keep my crankiness to a very low level.
I wanted my own credit card for Christmas and my dad agreed that I could have one. I asked the secretary to get the application already, but then my mom found out and said "I'm not going to spoil you. Here's your pass book, if you want money, you withdraw and wait 'til you're 18for a credit card." Imagine the feeling of the birthday kid in Starsky and Hutch who was going to be given a pony for her birthday but then the moment she sees her pony, it falls to the ground and dies because the stupid cops wanted to prove that they were really dumb. Well, that wasn't how I felt. I just felt pissed then normal again. I figured, 2 years, what the hell just wait a little more. Oh, I also found out that there is something wrong with the Bora tripped that I've been psyched about. Whatever. I still got lots of days to enjoy before stress strikes again on Jan. 3. Today, I also wanted to do some deviations but the camera is with my sister! But then I can give this as another reason why I should have my own camera for Christmas! Yay. My dad is taking us out today and for some reason I'm really happy. I was thinking of what I was to do today and I kept thinking, I wanna do... and I think I'll go to... and I will..., then it hit me, I'M SUCH A SELFISH GIRL. Sometimes, I'm so stubborn because I think I make lots of sense anyway, but yesterday somebody made more sense than I did, ms. Sabrina Cruz. I swear, she can be a shrink. I really learned something. Ok this whole entry has been about learning and realizing whatever. I really think the priest's sermon got to me. He said alot about G.R.A.C.E.
I wanted my own credit card for Christmas and my dad agreed that I could have one. I asked the secretary to get the application already, but then my mom found out and said "I'm not going to spoil you. Here's your pass book, if you want money, you withdraw and wait 'til you're 18for a credit card." Imagine the feeling of the birthday kid in Starsky and Hutch who was going to be given a pony for her birthday but then the moment she sees her pony, it falls to the ground and dies because the stupid cops wanted to prove that they were really dumb. Well, that wasn't how I felt. I just felt pissed then normal again. I figured, 2 years, what the hell just wait a little more. Oh, I also found out that there is something wrong with the Bora tripped that I've been psyched about. Whatever. I still got lots of days to enjoy before stress strikes again on Jan. 3. Today, I also wanted to do some deviations but the camera is with my sister! But then I can give this as another reason why I should have my own camera for Christmas! Yay. My dad is taking us out today and for some reason I'm really happy. I was thinking of what I was to do today and I kept thinking, I wanna do... and I think I'll go to... and I will..., then it hit me, I'M SUCH A SELFISH GIRL. Sometimes, I'm so stubborn because I think I make lots of sense anyway, but yesterday somebody made more sense than I did, ms. Sabrina Cruz. I swear, she can be a shrink. I really learned something. Ok this whole entry has been about learning and realizing whatever. I really think the priest's sermon got to me. He said alot about G.R.A.C.E.