Jack White married Karen Elson (runway-model+star of his new music video)on June 1st!
What the shit?
It's to get back at Renee for marrying that country singer. I swear it. He just met herrrrr... :(
Anyway.
Last night was terrible. Not just prom itself, but afterwards. Didn't go to sleep until 3, and I was all by myself. It wasn't nice. I knew I should not have gone, but I try so hard to be optimistic.
I looked at the crowd of people at the dancefloor, and I thought...
"It's done."
I won't ever see these people again unless I CHOOSE to.
I'm a little torn, because I want to completely isolate myself for a while, but then again I've been feeling more lonely than ever. I just need to make up my mind and decide what it is that I want for the first time in my life.
Thing are going to be different from now on. I planned it all out last night.