Oct 09, 2004 13:59
depressed cause nobody fuck cares about me any fucking more
i just realized how my friends back home dont care seriously you guys never call me or anything, and i cant help but say im jealous that ur going to NY to see scott when im seriously like 1 hour away
thanx guys for caring
to think i started thinking about coming home for good because my tuition is way tooo much, my friends were all home and im broke i have no money for my car i dont even have my car
im so depressed right now, i thought i was going to have fun here till i realized that life fucking sucks
i dont think you guy should bother talking to me anymore you were my best friends and now i feel like u dont even care anymore i have no one here that i trust the way i trusted any of u,
you guys dont even respond to my journal entrys anymore i put this out there to talk to u guys and no one fucking care about me
you guys know i get depressed easy and not one of you have thought to pick up the phone and call me. i got fuck depressed in the BAHAMAS ok the bahamas if a place a great as that gets me depressed how do u think i feel about a school that i know all of one person from back home jenny spencer and i dont even talk to her do u really think im not going to get depressed here.
let me tell u something as far as im concerned u guy dont care at all and wont care either im starting over here and im not looking back
if u even care about one word i said u can go out of the way to reach me
all ill give u is my room phone # here the rest is up to u because as far as i can see im not ur friends anymore u dont care about me
prove me wrong if u wish 973-275-4406, aim-brave1i1t0aster8, cell 732- 300- 5177