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i'm not expecting any sort of apology from you, and i guess i don't need one. i don't actually have any fucking idea what i was thinking..or what is stuck up your ass. you are just so confusing and i don't get why you keep saying things you don't mean, or don't do. i'm really upset, but it's my own fault. i told myself to not get back into this, and here i am, dissapointed again. i was seriously so excited to see you this weekend, and i saw you for maybe a total of 4 minutes. we had planned to hang out a lot of the time you were here too. i'm just really upset because it seemed like you didn't care at all to see me when you were atually in town, and i haven't seen you in two months but have talked to you so much. i just wanted to get to hang out with you since you don't live here and i thought we were pretty good friends. and yeah i can't go to the bars and stuff, i understand you wanna go do that.. but it just hurts i guess to not get called once to hang out. so yeah, don't tell me you have feelings for me again if you don't mean it, please.
thanks.
"Expectation -
leads to disappointment. If you don't expect something big huge and exciting...
usually...
I dunno,
just, uh yea..."
thanks.
"Expectation -
leads to disappointment. If you don't expect something big huge and exciting...
usually...
I dunno,
just, uh yea..."