Apr 23, 2009 12:33
I can't wait for this semester to be over. Oh wait, I have to take summer classes. Then another year of being an under grad. Then two more years of grad school. I want to stop reading papers and writing papers and just work and take a trip somewhere. But if I do that then I have to start paying back my loans and it will be nearly impossible for me to go back to school while I pay back thousands of dollars. Sometimes I want to give up on getting a degree, just stop caring what everyone would think and how disappointed they would be if I stopped going to school. I could always go back, but being a non-traditional student is for some reason looked down upon. My mother would be so upset. I feel so overwhelmed with my life right now. Not only do I hate parts of my life right now, I hate the U.S. and most of the developed countries and all the corrupt things that go on all over the world. I wish I could go back in time.