Aug 07, 2008 13:36
I have been enjoying this dark, rainy summer. I'm not one for 80 degree weather. I am both looking forward to, and fearing the fall. Looking forward to because it is my favorite season and smells the best, especially rainy fall days. Fearing because I will be a junior in college already. I still don't know what I want to do with my life. My thoughts and life accomplishments dart from wanting to be a great cake decorator to a social worker to being a nutritionist (the latest, I just started reading a new book called Diet For A Small Planet, and I dig it.) People always say that I have all the time in the world to decide what I want to do for my life. While that may be true, I certainly do not have all the money in the world to prolong this expensive college education. I almost want to drop out, I almost want to just go part time and do my own thing and learn from my own reading and experiences to figure out what I should do. Then again, who wants to do the same thing their entire life? I think it would get boring. Maybe I'll do everything I want to do someday. While that seems like a rather large accomplishment, I bet it isn't.