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i am sad. i am angry. & a little bit hurt.
it was my idea and you know that. i suggested it to you when you still loved me & listened to my ideas. we went to home depot and put paint swatches under the different light sources to see how it'd show up on you walls. it was supposed to be a me and you project. & as silly as it may sound, i feel left out and a little abandoned. now you've taken it away from me (us); the one reason i had left to spend "alone" time with you is no more. just the two of us...a can of paint, music & chocolate chip pancakes in the morning.
& the worst part about it all is that you'll read this and prentend i never said any of it when we are together.
it was my idea and you know that. i suggested it to you when you still loved me & listened to my ideas. we went to home depot and put paint swatches under the different light sources to see how it'd show up on you walls. it was supposed to be a me and you project. & as silly as it may sound, i feel left out and a little abandoned. now you've taken it away from me (us); the one reason i had left to spend "alone" time with you is no more. just the two of us...a can of paint, music & chocolate chip pancakes in the morning.
& the worst part about it all is that you'll read this and prentend i never said any of it when we are together.