Mar 05, 2005 12:47
yeah, 50 things, blah blah blah.
1. my bathtub doesn't drain, so i rarely take showers in it.
2. the voices of elliot smith, conner oberst, damien rice & jack johnson bring be to tears.
3. i think i have a pretty good voice, but think people hate it.
4. when i think about my mom dying, i cry uncontrolably.
5. my two true passions are theater and makeup.
6. i have 5 tattoos & 4 piercings
7. i still wear my class ring
8. eddy and i have een broken up for almost 2 months
9. im not sure if im still in love with him & that makes me sad.
10. im not a very good friend.
11. im usually not hungry when i wake up in the morning, so i dont eat.
12. i wish i were 3 or 4 inches shorter & 35 lbs less.
13. i regret smoking weed.
14. jack johnson makes me miss steven & i fucking hate it.
15. i have both a hotornot and facethejury account, but i never use them.
16. my family adopted our dog, meeka, when i got sick in 8th grade. im really mean to her & its terrible. she helped me survive through it. she was my "therapy dog."
17. the thought of visiting NYC makes me want to cry & scream with delight.
18. im tired of watching what i eat.
19. i am a 1st degree reiki healer. ask me what it means and ill tell you.
20. i cannot wait to be this number.
21. people tell me that my house smells good, but i can't smell it.
22. i was a cheerleader for 12-13 years of my life.
23. i have amazing friends but, i always think i am going to lose them.
25. sometimes i want to curl up & never talk to people again in fear of them leaving me.
26. i hate aqua teen hunger force.
27. i feel privledged to have gwon up in south fl, but still want to leave. soon.
28. i once had two guinea pigs named bi-bop and rocksteady.
29. when i was 8 i asked my mom if i could shave my head. she said no.
30. i think people say really mean things about me when im not around.
31. i want to get lip impants.
32. i love being in love.
33. somteimes i think that ive never had a real orgasm...but then i realize i have.
34. im really self concious about my breasts, even though ive been told they are beautiful.
35. i have developed a fascination with airplanes.
36. i hide myself beneath my hair. that's why i haven't cut it in almost 2 years.
37. sometimes im jealous of my sisters body.
38. my mom is a goddess worshiper, not a witch.
39. i miss surfing. alot. alot. alot.
40. i get my emotions from my mom.
41. i have really nice things, but still feel empty.
42. if i could go back in time and relive one thing over it'd be having eddy fall in love with me again.
43. dancing makes me feel beautiful
44. i want to be married by 26
45. i don't really like to write even though im reallly good at it.
46. my family and i made up this game where we have a mgaical gun that can shoot anyone/anything and we won't get caught. we rattle of all the people we could do without. it's fun to play. im glad it's not real.
47. sometimes i drive without any music playing because its the only time have have to just think.
48. i am overly concerned about beach erosion. (sp?)
49. i want to make art, i just don't know how.
50. i won the most spirited DECA member award in 2003. i also won the "curses like a sailor" award.