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i had a semi-mental breakdown this evening, but had to cut it short because i got to paige's faster than i knew.
i was hit with a sudden rush of missing high school. like, alot. maybe it was driving by NE listening to dashboard (whats the name of the song) "everyone's gone to the party." my heart flutters, but sadly, when i think of all the things i miss. the places, all of the (asshole) people; silly posters in north mall and wearing my hair in curlers for AMT. i just really fucking miss it (right now) a whole lot and i don't know where it came from. i want to go back. waay back to the beginning--before my junior year & just start from there. i want to relive everything over again & pay more attention this time. i just want more.
ok, sorry...i didnt read that over before i posted it so im sorry if it doesnt make alot of sense. it is raw emotion, in the truest form i know how to express it without tears and shaking. i just really want to relive my life again because it is so fucking amazing.
thank you (all)...it's bed-fucking-time for me.
<3elizabeth
i was hit with a sudden rush of missing high school. like, alot. maybe it was driving by NE listening to dashboard (whats the name of the song) "everyone's gone to the party." my heart flutters, but sadly, when i think of all the things i miss. the places, all of the (asshole) people; silly posters in north mall and wearing my hair in curlers for AMT. i just really fucking miss it (right now) a whole lot and i don't know where it came from. i want to go back. waay back to the beginning--before my junior year & just start from there. i want to relive everything over again & pay more attention this time. i just want more.
ok, sorry...i didnt read that over before i posted it so im sorry if it doesnt make alot of sense. it is raw emotion, in the truest form i know how to express it without tears and shaking. i just really want to relive my life again because it is so fucking amazing.
thank you (all)...it's bed-fucking-time for me.
<3elizabeth