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not a whole lot to say, really.
i've had a pretty swell week, minus going to work everyday. i cannot wait to go part time. i hate it more and more every day im there.
i was going to get my septum pierced last night, but i was too scared. i've also planned out my next-next tattoo(after the lotus)--a huge new-school drawing of a unicorn on my left ribs. it's going to look like a my-little pony, but a unicorn instead. white with big blue eyes and a pink tail. maybe i'll even have a little name on it's bum like the my little ponies did back in the day.
meets
haircut on saturday, be prepared.
and this...for the readers out there in el-jay land.
i came home yesterday to a barren front yard and cried. my dad cut down the black olive tree by my bedroom window. i know it was just a tree..but at the same time, it was more than that to me. it had alot of sentimenal value to it, believe it or not. we got the tree when it was young and still in a taracata(sp?) pot on the brown's front porch. corey grew it from a seed, remember? when they moved to their new house they gave us the tree and my mom planted it by my window. it grew to be so magnificent and beautiful, with tons of sprwaling branches and a canopy of dark green leaves. my mom even named it, lilith, as a connection to the tree of knowledge(not of sin). but, my dad hated the tree because it was overgrown and hard to maintain. so, he paid some random guys $75 to cut her down yesterday. the tree-killer man told my mom that it was a bad tree, anyway, because it was a female...a dirty female tree that was ugly and should be cut down. not something you tell my goddess, tree-loving mother. my mom cried and called me. i cried on the way home because that tree was not dirty, nor should it have been chopped down. it connected us to our wonderful past. she was a beautiful living creature with stories to tell, and shade to bring. we were going to hang a hammock on her one day. we doecorated her in ornaments during christmas-time. she was such a beautiful tree, and now she is gone. poor lilith.
if you read that, i commend your attention-span. i know it's jumpy and random, but that tree means meant alot to me.
i've had a pretty swell week, minus going to work everyday. i cannot wait to go part time. i hate it more and more every day im there.
i was going to get my septum pierced last night, but i was too scared. i've also planned out my next-next tattoo(after the lotus)--a huge new-school drawing of a unicorn on my left ribs. it's going to look like a my-little pony, but a unicorn instead. white with big blue eyes and a pink tail. maybe i'll even have a little name on it's bum like the my little ponies did back in the day.
meets
haircut on saturday, be prepared.
and this...for the readers out there in el-jay land.
i came home yesterday to a barren front yard and cried. my dad cut down the black olive tree by my bedroom window. i know it was just a tree..but at the same time, it was more than that to me. it had alot of sentimenal value to it, believe it or not. we got the tree when it was young and still in a taracata(sp?) pot on the brown's front porch. corey grew it from a seed, remember? when they moved to their new house they gave us the tree and my mom planted it by my window. it grew to be so magnificent and beautiful, with tons of sprwaling branches and a canopy of dark green leaves. my mom even named it, lilith, as a connection to the tree of knowledge(not of sin). but, my dad hated the tree because it was overgrown and hard to maintain. so, he paid some random guys $75 to cut her down yesterday. the tree-killer man told my mom that it was a bad tree, anyway, because it was a female...a dirty female tree that was ugly and should be cut down. not something you tell my goddess, tree-loving mother. my mom cried and called me. i cried on the way home because that tree was not dirty, nor should it have been chopped down. it connected us to our wonderful past. she was a beautiful living creature with stories to tell, and shade to bring. we were going to hang a hammock on her one day. we doecorated her in ornaments during christmas-time. she was such a beautiful tree, and now she is gone. poor lilith.
if you read that, i commend your attention-span. i know it's jumpy and random, but that tree means meant alot to me.