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I've entered myself into something big. And I know that this will be very vague to anyone that reads this, because well, I do well at just that. Hiding things until someone pries enough for me to talk about it. But, I've entered myself into something big. Something that might be too big for my head. Something that I am not sure I was entirely ready for, or can deal with. I am starting to crave. I'm starting to dig my nails so deep into everything, all of this is out of want. I think also out of insanity. I have never wanted something, someone so badly before. And I urge to touch and to feel. I am turning into an old bitter woman. A woman who is losing her manors and now refuses to wait. I can't wait anymore. I need it now. I used to be so patient as a child. When dad said "wait five minutes" I could wait ten.. but now something just makes me feel anger when I'm told I need to wait, or when she says, "all in due time". Time owes me big.
If you don't start undressing me soon this is going to turn into a panel discussion.
If you don't start undressing me soon this is going to turn into a panel discussion.