Jul 26, 2005 07:13
I lost my mood and interest, or at least I am starting to. It makes no sense at all what I am doing.
Distance makes no sense. How I hate it. I am not going to be that person again where I wait for feedback. I am not going to be that person again when I wait till I catch "it's" interest and attention when "it's" in the mood. I am not going to sit and wait at all, I am tried of fucking doing that. It's time someone does the same for me.really..get to it. I am closing the chapter. But i can't help looking back, it's an awesome feeling I can't never have.
7:18 a.m. updates are pointless.fuck work.. I want a drink.