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i feel like every time i make an attempt or effort towards people and making changes in my life.. it doesn't happen and i fall flat on my face.i got really mad today...a lot of thoughts ran through my head and i think the only thing that saved me was that phone call from john asking how i was doing even though he was busy with something else i believe. Talking to him was such a relief.. i dont know why..i barely know him that well and he lives in orlando but i felt a huge comfort just hearing his voice.im looking forward to seeing him this saturday even more when he comes down to play a show.