May 01, 2008 18:30
I got my graduation announcements and cap and gown and yadda yadda. I don't really have Mom much of a mother's day gift, but I need one for when I get off the plane. I have something, but maybe I'll find more in New York. I leave Saturday morning.
I'm really tired of bullshit with Zach. We can't go a month without something coming up. Even when he's in a different time zone.
I applied for a job at Barnes and Noble and The Lazy Goat. I'd really like the job at The Lazy Goat, but I don't think it'll happen. I feel bad looking for a new job. Like I'm cheating on Little Caesar's or something.
I sent in my NYU deposit, but I may still defer until 2009. I'm waiting until June 1st.
I need a car. I need to hurry and get that award money.
My memoir is progressing. Slowly.
Maybe I don't have all my shit together, but damn if I'm not trying to find some happiness here. And if I do say, I think I do have most of it together. Just get me through this. I gotta get through this.
PS: nobody feels sorry for you